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Testing..

Today is 30th September! Wow! So fast! Last day of ramadhan!

And Im here, Wishing

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to my pal

~Pink Lover~

[30.09.1992]

Liso

..~Nurul Khalisah Mazlan~..

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PS: To Khalisah

"May Allah Bless you, liso, with happiness, comfort, wealth, health and everything~ Thanks for the pen which you gave me and Mai and DjaO. And thanks for being like a cute but irritating bunny! Everyone needs someone like you =) Noti bunny! hahaha.. You did your best during STE, so i'll pray for your fauz(success)! All the best in future, dear girl"

Though sometimes, you and Kinafi can be such an irritance. But everything irritantance deeds you do, keep my spirit alive! So keep up and stay cute always. Oh yeah, dont worry! you got no pimple! Haiyaa.. hahaha.. Keep smiling lisa, like you always do. And yep, keep saying 'diam ah' to me whenever i smiled. Ehemm. Ehemm. You are one bubbly happy-go-lucky friend. If you got a prob, Khazanah - kha + Faz = ~~Kha~~zanah + Faz= Fazanah? will always listen to you and help you out!~ Hee =)

Have a nice day!

And Enjoy your Eid~

Salaam.

Muaks to lisa~

MuaHehehehe..(evil laugh)
Everyone knows that STE is over. Now, i can taste a temporary freedom. Feewiit~!

STE:
- Acceptably hard.
- Should memorize Qada' & Qadr for tauhid.
- Usually make my own sentences for Section B and C.
- Totally translation from malay to arabic. A pure translation during Arabic paper 1; composition.
- Shaking hand while writing.
- Cold? Our class can be much more colder!(if our aircon doesnt have constant breakdown)
- Easiest would be;Mustholah Hadith. Hardest-everything =b
- Uncomfy chair! our simple school chairs are better! Haha.
- Really wanna take STE again! I miss it already. really.
- Is Fiqh a new syllabus? totally weird. Tauhid too?
- Etc.

A brief summary on what i did in Ramadhan.
-8th of september:
I wore baju kurung to mosque! really, i never wear baju kurung except for hari raya or marriage ceremony.. Really, i feel more adult!~ hee!
And also my first time eating dengdeng. I have never eaten it in my whole life! When i first bite it, i felt oh oh... Wow! But i still like bacon more! (You can find nice bacon at BK) Yummy!

-One saturday, either 13th or 20th:
I break my fast with friends~ At alFalah Mosque then we headed to Ramen ten.

-Almost thrice a week, i break my fast, eating nasi briyani. (Jemu sey!) we bought it either at Afghan/geylang,etc.. Change of taste.

-On 28th
Break my fast with mom at KFC. yummy.
Clean my living room windows with towels and newspaper. Yep, front and back. Tiring! Those who passed by infront of my house, look at me. Im not a maid alright! Im a kid! Grr.. And i can even see some people in buses staring at me. Haiyaa. Come to think of it, i was like spiderman, girl+kid version! Wow.
Oh yeah, Mai and Nadruks came to my house to play PS2. Really, they should help me clean the windows rather than move their legs (goyang kaki) haha..

-On 29th, today.
Clean the window- near the shoe racks. Rrrreally tiring~
Went to Perlini's Silver with Adlina and Ummu to clean our bracelets. Then the went to school, i went home.
Scrubbing the floor. Sighed.
Last minute cleanup. Blah.

[Now im hungry. Haha. And its only 1.47pm now]

k thats all.

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How do i spend my freetime?
- Working hard on this particular secret project (no one knows, even my Qorin dont know)
- Spend hours infront of Al. (Reminder to those who is forgetful, haiyaa, Al is my boyfriend-my dear computer)
3-4 hours in the morning.
3 hours in the evening.
2-3 hours after returning home from terawih prayers.
So total: roughly about 8 hours. Wow! (Did i really spend that much time?)(Kids, dont do this at home!)
Sleep
Hmm.. what else i do? I dont know.

K thats all. I dont know what else to post.
Oh ya. About the secret project. i called it PMT 'zero. Just random name. If the project is successful, i will broadcast to everyone. But if it is a failure,then it would remain secret forever.. Muahehehehe (evil laugh)

Adios.
Salaam.
Selamat berpuasa Peepz~!

PS to YOU !

Now PS to people!~ Remember people~!~

"Never think you are alone! Even if this world turns dark, there will always be someone to reach out for your hand! Even if that someone wasnt me! So, peeps, you gotta be strong (and definetely calm-with clear mind) to face all those obstacles,which Allah has created for every one of us, in this world. So, be strong my friend~! Never give up~! And smile to life~! Nescaya kamu akan berjaya" [<-really man, i love this quote]! Hahaha! -Faeezah.

~!Be Happy Olwayz And Keep Smiling!~

[Faz's motto]

Vespa

[Faz's motor]

haha

Happy birthday, girl .........again!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

TO my fren

~ANIME LOVER~(wtv)

(eh,u like anime,right?)

(or is it something else??)

(...........)

[07.09.1992]

yaTAI

\~NurHayati Rahmad~/

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PS: To hayati

"May Allah Bless you, hayatAI, with happiness, wealth, health and comfort in life. May Allah lighten up all the burdens you are weighing. I will pray for your(our) success in this upcoming STE,with rainbows. And may you be happy always! No sad-sad k.." - Faeezah

Wow. At last, 16! Now, u can act mature. Dont act like a kid anymore. Coz, only me can! haha! And if you got probs, im all ears, beb. I will bash up rock or stone or whatever (only u know this) for you if they try to harm you. Unfortunately, i dont have pyshic powers. So, u gotta tell me, if u want me to save you! Coz, i only got 4 minutes to save the world!~ hesitating.. aha haa.. Ooops.. (I cant believe im actually singing that song!) hahaha! well, im glad you're happy. Please, never think you're alone. Even when this world in darkness, there will always be someone to reach out for your hand. Even if that someone might not be me =) Yati girl, this life is full of challenges. You gotta be strong and move on. Well, i really feel you need to express your feelings a little. For i got this hunch, u're feeling lonely. Yatai. Be happy always! Sec 4 will always be there for you! well, for sure, i am! i'll always be there for my friends! So no worries =)

Have a nice day!~

Sayoonara!~

Salaam!

Happy Birthday Girl!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

to my adik

~Blue Lover~

[05.09.1992]

RIP

!!~Arifah Ekhsan~!!

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PS: To Arifah

"May Allah Bless you, Arif-ah, with happiness,comfort, wealth, health and May Allah ringankan bebanan yg kamu tgh memikul(kalo ade- haha).. Hmm.. May you(and me) pass your (our) STE with flying colours~ Amin" - Faeezah

cey cey! Dah jadi kakak lah die.. Sobs sobs! Terharu! Dah besar anak mak! Sobs sobs! Rip cucu sape ah? Roz eh? Kta tahu Ummu-cucu roz. Rip cucu kinah eh? Haha.. K wtv. hehe..

Have a nice day~

amek kau pink!

Adios!~

Salaam!

Muakz! To rip!

Happiness? What is happiness?

The truth behind Happiness by Faeezah's

own perspective view.

FYI, this post is all about Happiness. And nothing else. Dont get any wrong ideas. It is meant for you all. Not for specific someone. So no su'u zhon. May you all understand what im trying to convey in this post. And may you all live in happiness. This post is credited to mrt girls. Thank you. Well, maybe the next post, i should post about sadness? hate? Maybe. Excuse me all, do you remember my old post about revenge and avenge- girl from hell? Well, i hope you all remember. Coz this post might be similar to that post, except this is about happiness~ And that post, i define the meaning myself. But this post, its everyone's defination. I did not further up or dig up deeply about the meaning of happines. Thus, ask yourself. To you: What is happiness?

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They say, :
In love, we have to be selfish. You cant share your love with anyone. If you do, you wont be happy.

Then a girl stood up and protested, :
But If you truly love someone, you would be happy if the person whom you love is happy. Love is all about happiness.

They replied, :
Then that isnt love. Coz, you dont want to keep hold of the love you have and protect it. Yet, you gave it away.

She corrected them, :
Well, Seeing he smile, just makes me happy. If he's sad, then i will be sad too. Unfortunately ..................

Everyone listening attentively.

She continued, :
Isnt love is all about that? Please correct me if im wrong. But unfortunately, he and i are just friends now. =) Even though i know, i do, and i still like him. I guess he's better off with someone else than me. For the sake of his future. For the sake of his happiness. All i can do is just....... let him go.

They shot her.
Girl, what is happiness to you?

............

Yet, the girl gave no reply.
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Well, girl. Whoever you are. Let Fay-zee or you can just call me Faz to define you the meaning of happiness. Well, you know who you are. Anonymous girl. (its ok,ur identity is safe with me!) =)

In Collins' English Mini Thesaurus, page 225
Happiness is also classified as Beautitude, Blessedness, Cheerfullness, light-heartedness, gladness, etc.

Oxford Miny dictionary, page 232
Happiness is found under Happy.
Thus, it means pleased, contented

So, These mean that happiness could not be defined in a single word. Therefore, explaining happiness by one individual is pointless. It can only be experienced. Really peepz, its pointless explaining the meaning of it to this girl. Everyone define things differently. Example this happiness.
You said, happiness is about sharing love. She said happiness is about sharing others happiness.

So, What is happiness?
A suffer within and a clear smile?
A contented heart?
A peace mind and a trouble heart?
A pacific life and a smile?
Happiness varies. It does.

In collins' Thesaurus. It says cheerfullness.
Let me define cheerfullness. Some people may say that cheerfullness is when one smile widely, having fun and care nothing but happiness. Some may say, when one is cheerfull, they tend to excutes a warm aura of love and everyone around him/her will feel comfortable and calm. Others say, their cheerfullness is addictive. Etc,Well I agree with them all. Everyone defines cheerfullness differently. No one is wrong =) Cheerfullness is everything. But does one knows, cheerfullness also include hiding? I mean, when someone is cheerfull, they tend to hide what is in their heart or what is troubling them. So, no one around him/her will know. And so, no one will worry about him/her. Cheerfullness is just a sheer of disguise. Its a powerful tool where no one can get close to your troubled heart. It is the tool where some people use to get rid of their miseries. Some says its addictive. Well, its true. When one is cheerful, hiding his/her misery deep inside, smiling and lively outside, everyone around him/her will eventually smile with happiness. Yes, happiness, not knowing what is in the other party's heart. Happiness, an act of stupidity? Unrealising the reality? Fooled by ecstasy? Dull.
When one is cheerfull, hiding their worries, yet someone around him/her realises something amiss, then what should that someone do?
Well, if that someone is me, i would stop this act of shame. Return to reality. Serious and focus but yet slow and calm. And let him/her share the probs. If they refuse. Rule no.1- Never force them to talk if they dont wanna. Instead,be cool. Even if you dont know what's bothering them, still, its never wrong to give words of encouragement. So please do something that can light up their moods...etc.

In collins' thesaurus, it define happiness as gladness. Let make it short. Just like cheerfullness, gladness is the same. Except for the amount of effort one has to put in -its different. Gladness, a calm heart,a smile,suffer within,etc. Just like cheerfullness, its an act of disguise. You are glad someone close to you or maybe someone you like/love is happy. But deep inside, u suffer. You keep quiet. And no one knows.

Etc. [typed so many.. if i continue, until tomorrow, i wont be able to finish my story~! haha.. Lame.]
So girl, if you are suffering inside yet you said you are happy. Then please, stop your stupidity. It will damage you.

Well, im not saying when everyone is happy, there's a problem in their heart. No. Im only saying there are people who tends to hide their miseries, while wearing a mask of delight. There are people~ Not everybody. So, dont get me wrong. Example this girl. Girl, i know u like him. And you will be happy if he's happy. Define me your happiness. . . . . . Can you?
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A defination of happiness by an anime.
In this anime, which i havent yet finished watching the serious. About few more episodes to go. Hee. Its about a high school student couple. The boy is popular among the girls. And the girl is just simple and normal.

Before the girl met the boy. The boy has a girlfriend who is 2 years older than him. Well, make it short. His girlfriend died in summer holiday in a car (or was it in a van?) with her ex-boyfriend. So, now, the boy thinks she's a cheat. But still, she's the first and only love he had ever loved. Then came this simple girl.

So, his ex-girlfriend defined happiness as : She said:
Happiness is like hot cocoa on a cold day, right?

Then the boy asked the girl.
Boy: What is happiness?

Girl : Whay could it be?
Girl: That's difficult.
Girl: Let me see.
Girl: Ah! Something warm.

Boy: Warm?

Girl: Yep. Like meat buns, or baked potatoes which keep you warm on cold days. Something that can warm up your heart.

Boy: Meat buns, eh?

Girl: Not necessarily. It could also be a book or CD i like.......or maybe someone i like..

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Well, what im trying to say is. Different people define happiness differently. Example in this anime. She defined it differently.
So, no one is wrong. =)
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Btw, this post is not supposed to be a sad post. Its supposed to be about the truth behind happiness? Hah. Lame.

K thats all.

Adios.

Salaam~!

Sighed.

Hmm...
Today is the 4th day of Ramadhan!~ [Now: thursday, 12.21 am] Happy Ramadhan to you all~! Be happy.
So...Time really passes by so fast eh...

Hmm...
Yesterday, arabic oral. Wow. Li kawan you! National rally eh? Whatever. Such a disappointment! But the conversation part is quite acceptable.

Today, Quran oral. Wow. Easy lah.. So no comment. But dissapointed in my 'mad'! 3 wrongs in mad. Kwang3..

Plus, yesterday & today.. Why do i feel something amiss? Why do i feel weird? Sighed.. Yesterday feel like screaming. Today, crying?

hahaha.. like real! Just kidding lah.. Whoah, look at ur faces.. Fill with anxiety and curiousity.. Poodah!
=s
Im normal~ Happy, funny, cheerful, playful, naughty and lame.. hehe~

Hmm..
Hmm..
Hmmm...

A conversation between two anime characters in one of those interesting anime, i was watching recently. Im not telling what anime. Guess yourself.

1: So, what happens now?
2: Where's the truth? Why am i searching for the truth?
1: I guess........ Its over.
2: No !!
1: Hahaha! (laugh) k k.. lets go with the dare.

They were actually playing truth and dare. haha. Paisey..! I thought it was something 'sad' lah.. haha!

Im so tired now. Cya. Adios.
Salam.